A Mother's Reckoning: Living in the Aftermath of Tragedy by Susan Kleold is an open and honest look at a mother's pain during and after finding out her son was considered the worst monster ever and a cold blooded killer. It is a read every mother should have on their lists. Just as any of the victims could have been "our child" and that is what most parents connect with - this boy could be any of our sons. She does not place blame, or sugar coat anything - it is very raw, open and honest and I believe every parent should realize - it could have easily been our child.